人群

我真的累了。。
我真的还是不习惯自己一个人的感觉。。
我真的融入不进别人的世界里。。
我想我是安静的过着一个人的生活。。
在多几天我车就来了。。
我还是做以前的自闭的我吧。。

不管怎样以后只有我自己没有别人了。。

所以不需要多说什么了。。

stand down to be a silencer..

stay out of fight

stay out of social

stay out of anything

至于婷的问题。。
我想我们没能想以前将无说不谈了。。
因为我们的距离越来越远了。。
我只能说这一切是自己拿来的。。
不过以后怎样我们都会是
more then friendship but cant be lover.. ^^
maybe this is more suitable for us ba..
cause different people needs different of lifestyle
hope ting u could get what u want.. gambateh in ur study

我对人的看法

我发觉我还真的蛮失败的~
一个真心的朋友也没有~
多数都是无事不登三宝殿的·~
伤心没人懂
算了吧
我对别人的提防心应该加强的
不能再轻易相信别人的话了
我要学习中立+独立
加油~

每个人

我相信每个人的背后都有自己的故事，
不管是心酸的，开心的都有
只往往心酸难过的心情
会让我比较痛苦难受而已
也许我真的已经习惯将的生活
就是没人理会
像只孤魂野鬼将
没有灵魂的肉体
可能还是不习惯一个人的生活吧

我不知是伤心还是开心
虽然我的考试及格了
可是还是笑不出

还被蚊子亲醒来，
真是懊恼。

最累的一天

哎，
人家上课我上课
人家读书我读书
我读到黑眼圈，有痘痘，要生要死，但是成绩一般
真的能够撞墙了

虽然我懂有些东西是不能够比较的，
不能看别人很像很轻松但是他们在背后的努力是旁人看不到的
可能只是他们比较厉害安排时间（安慰自己）
因为我不会安排时间
只会用熬夜这个方法来完成自己的任务或功课

今天是最累的一天不过渐渐的把打部落格变成一种习惯
因为当我看回去时，这样能够时时刻刻提醒自己的错误，自己的缺口
虽然我知道字世界上是没有完美的人
但为了活都没有遗憾我会尽量更改我的错误，填补我的缺口

大家都会好奇的问我到地怎样累
是真的很不够睡今天才睡三小时
然后就去学校到五点多
回来躺下就出去吃晚餐
虽然是一个人，可是我是个无时无刻都在享受的人
我享受那种宁静，可以有思考的空间，可以让头脑转

真的很累了，明天还要去看戏呢。
晚安各位咯

my next target

hehe~ that day after class

i take a good move that is cheat lecturer say that i got meeting with my sister!!

go take PIC and ROM

so about 10 minits i reach one utama

which near my memory there

some bad thing happened that is denise cant come

haiz

i date her too late already

but anywhere it was my bad

cause i too late tell her

so 1130 sharp i buy my ticket which 1120 started!

omg so urgency lor..

i cant stand already must rush to toilet before i went into cinema

finally i sent all my water out from mine body

but i take my lunch in cinema

actually is the same even i having my lunch at outside is the same

cause i taking alone so no need care about the venue

no need care about the time..

weeeeee 单身万岁，孤单万岁

ops paiseh i havent tell wan movie i catching

i watch sanctum alone at 1U there

hehe~ my next target will be black swam!

最近怎样了

这段是你经常和你不长联络朋友的第一句话吗？
对我而言是，
我最近就常发呆
玩失踪
玩电脑
玩纳闷
玩孤单
即使这样也是不会有人理会的
今天看了一个女生的博客
发觉她和我的遭遇很相像
但是自己一个人独来独往
每个人都觉得我很想很开心
可是我不开心又有谁知道呢
没人会懂吧
别人有小石头来形容自己
那么我只能有可怜虫或者是毛毛虫来形容自己
因为我时常外表有刺可是内在软软的
可能这是保护自己的一种方法吧

刚跑完步整身臭臭的
就开始打这博客
不管这样今天是开心的。。

giving up

i have been try so hard to change all those conflict
but seem like i was failed to do so
i think this is it
i should give up
no matter what there have no return way for me
i have to keep going on
no matter how hardship it is i must continues my lifestyle
cant be emotion anywhere!
be strong.
i know that this blog anyone will see it
but this is my style i trying to record all my sadness at here
to relief myself
cause i cant chat or tell anyone
cause there i doesn't have someone that i trust to talk to
i thought after CNY thing will be better
seem like it just only a dream which make by myself
no one know me
no one understand me
no one willing be my friend
is that my problem?
i doubt that did i done wrong anything?
haiz
my lifestyle so suck!
damnit
more suffer when i was at seremban
i wish and willing live alone
sleep alone
just alone
there have nothing change it just my environmental changed only
its still the same
being isolated
js left me alone
cause i have to been cold blood again!
no matter what i wan to be myself again!
i some good experience for me to let me grow up
so i must be thankful
thanks those who let me know what is reality
thanks those who let me grow up so that i could let me liberation
thanks those who let me have a chance to been what i am to be who i am!!!
there have a single word to express my current feeling is SAD